Tuesday 12 March 2013

The higher I get, the lower I sink.

Today is a weird day, guys.
Had two tests today and I was so exhausted after writing them, I just wanted to instantly fall asleep. But NO~ had to take pictures for my passport and everything and now I'm still awake because it hadn't pay off if I took a nap..

Passport picturrreee~ Ugly, derpy me xD

I'm just a bunch of sadness today, I can't deal with the amount of emotions which are in me again and that makes me sick. Sometimes I wish I had a normal range of emotion and not this fucked up disorder-thingy~
Tried to tell my boyfriend but he still don't understand that my emotions are..kinda heavier than those of other humans.

Who cares. Need to carry on.. and to distract myself I tried to draw again and I think it came out okay. I'm currently obsessed with the songs and lyrics from BMTH's newest album "Sempiternal" because they go so deep.

This is it. Those legs are shitty..but I couldn't to it better...

Now I'll maybe watch Cinderella or Robin Hood or another comforting Disney movie to make me feel better..a hot chocolate maybe too and sleep very soon x_X
It's just not my day. Or week..or I don't know.

Bye my lovelies ♥

2 comments:

  1. DU SIEHST SO GUT AUF DEM BILD AUF. ICH SEH AUS WIE NE ALK LEICHE. D:

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  2. That's a wonderful drawing! I've been reading some of your posts on here and you seem like a really awesome person. I'm also a fan of j-rock and metalcore :) Because you seem so awesome already, I'm gonna go ahead and nominate you for a Liebster Award. If you don't know what that is, there's plenty of information on my blog :) http://antiwritesstuff.blogspot.com

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