Weekend! Sushi-Time ♥

Hello dearests~

Today is saturday and I am so utterly happy about the weekend. My days were so, so stressful and now I can finally rest a bit.

Yesterday I was at a little hardcore concert with my best friend and I discovered a few new awesome bands for me. First of all: The Carriage!! OH MY GOD they were sooo good and my friends just ruled the pit and they did some kind of crocodile-air-mattress-fighting and wow. They're hella good!
Here's their facebook page! Please check them out!! http://www.facebook.com/thecarriageband

Today was a good day too! I slept really long and then began to bake a cheesecake out of this awesome book. (You must know, I'm obsessed with cheesecakes. And cheese of course.)

After that, I went to town with my lovely girls to get some sushi! It was so nice to meet them all again. Especially Mona because I spazzed with her about Game of Thrones all the time! Feels so good to have someone else to talk about this awesome series~ except my ex.

Oh and a short update about Japan: I got my money and next monday I'm going to make me a credit card. Concerts are settled too. WE WILL SEE HER NAME IN BLOOD!! Awww~ fucking awesome.
I really can't wait to get there, I already dreamed about Tokyo and everything. SO EXCITED!

Well, back to sushi. I love this little restaurant Tsu discovered at the beginning of the year. The sushi there is so delicious and low priced!! And they make FRIED SUSHI! Most delicious thing I ever ate!!

Here you can see our full table. Sorry I had to cover Bien's face, but she looked so funny. 

Oh and I was a bit creative today, too. I saw many shirt with those paintings on them like 'Ew' or 'I hate you' inside of hearts in tumblr and I thought it looked cool...so I made one shirt by myself. I'm still not satisfied with it.. I think I'll add something tomorrow. Stay tuned for it~

So I think that's it for the day. Tomorrow I'll need to clean my whole room and work on my paintings maybe.. So good night my beloved readers. ♥

P-P-Party People~ ♥

 Hello theeeere,

It's been quiet a long time since my las entry.There was so much..chaos in the past weeks and I tried to tidy up in my life first, before continuing this blog.
So I hope you aren't mad at meeeeh. ♥

Some of the most important happenings are, that my boyfriend and I broke up.. and I don't even know how to explain why. And a trip to my good old friend Ari caused me the decision to move to Berlin this year! I'm searching for a job these days and I really am trying to make it real.
Berlin feels just like home to me and there are so many cool people and beautiful places and I just can't ignore this 'I belong here'-feeling.

The wonderful television tower of Berlin ♥

And here are Ari and me ;_; ♥ It was just so nice and the view out of her flat is also really cool! 

All in all, Berlin is the city of my dreams!! (Wait until I was in Tokyo, maybe then my opinion changed. Haha) But well, everybody needs dreams, right? ♥

The week after my cool trip was veeeery....unspectacular. EXCEPT THAT I GOT MY The GazettE TICKETS FOR MUNICH AND I'M ALL ksanvösnblsnbölsnbösmbdjn~ Because we all waited so long for them to come to our country again and we already thought they'd hate Germany and stuff but nooooow~ THEY ARE REALLY COMING!
I am so excited already and I surely will be so overwhelmed when I can see them finally live. Will be a wonderful experience!

Oh and yesterday I was partying with my best girls in town! Second time I was at a 'Hip-Hop'-Club (not much my music taste) But it was cool to dance off all worries and negative feelings ♥ And those wardrobe-guys of the club were so in love with me that I didn't even have to pay!
Here are some pictures from yesterday. Sorry for the picture spam...but I really like taking photos of everything!

My Party-girl Tsu and me ♥ She is so beautiful!

She's such a good friend to me and I love her really much! ♥

And my other girls! July, Tini and Geli. Was muuuuch fun partying with them.

The whole evening was quiet nice, since we drank muuch alcohol.. funny talks and on the way to the club we sang in the tub. The club itself was also pretty awesome! The hip-hop-room was so stuffed with dancing people and it was sooo hot and sweaty in it that we could barely dance without fainting.. after 3 hours I had to give up because I felt too dizzy.

But all in all it was so nice. And today I'm going to continue drawing..or playing SKYRIM again *-* And in the night maybe watching the new episode of Game of Thrones with my ex on the phone. Will be fun.

See you soon my dearest. I love you!

Bohooo~ school stuff.

Right now I'm nearly doing anything to avoid writing on my composition for my presentation about eBooks for school.
I just don't know how to start and I really don't feel like doing anything productive today..despite writing this blogentry.

Weekend was just too full of fun and I can't concentrate on school, I'd rather go to work. Well, one week to go. YATTA~

On friday there was 'Lehmann mosht' again and this time it was soooooooo awesome. My soul-girl Zahra was with me and we both wore our 'Keep calm and listen to Of Mice & Men' shirts. We drank so much Tequila and were dancing like awesome shit and nearly all the guys in the club were trying to flirt with us. Too bad for them we already have lovely boyfriends. (Enough of self-praise. lol)
And the rest of the weekend I was chilling at my bby's home, we nearly slept for 14 hours and after that I was just watching him playing Skyrim.

Annnnnd~ I didn't show you the stuff I bought with my mum at a second hand store, yet! I just found 2 shirts, but hey better than nothing. What do you think?!

The grey one is my favourite! ♥

Maybe I'll just do my presentation tomorrow in school.. I really don't like school. Drawing is better.. or playing Sims3 or Skyrim.. or sleeping. Everything is better than school.

But well, gladly I wrote a new blogentry.. and I'm leaving you alone again.
Bye~

Everything happens... just to make my life more interesting.

Haha.
My cell phone broke yesterday. I had it for just... 3 months. 3 MONTHS! I'm such a lucker in breaking phones. I already sent it to repair but it hurts so much to not have my baby with me. Gladly my mom bought an alternate phone which all family members can use in an emergency. But enough to yesterday..
I don't need to say even more it was just a SHIT DAY!

Today was quite better..the sun was shining, and though it was freezing, I felt the spring coming ♥ And another surprise ist, that my boyfriend is staying over night. We can watch another episode of "Dexter". The new series we just begun to watch. This thing is so awesome! Detectives, blood, murder, psychopaths and an awesome actor. Everyone who likes 'Criminal Minds' etc. and 'American Psycho' needs to watch this!

Another cool thing is, I finally convinced my mum to buy me new crayons and a sketchbook. So I can improve my drawing skills from now on. Just drew this in school for the girl who is sitting next to me. First time for me drawing an animal in this pose and anything x.x

And that's it from me today. Tomorrow is finally week-end and I'm going to party all the negative thoughts away.
Bye ♥

The higher I get, the lower I sink.

Today is a weird day, guys.
Had two tests today and I was so exhausted after writing them, I just wanted to instantly fall asleep. But NO~ had to take pictures for my passport and everything and now I'm still awake because it hadn't pay off if I took a nap..

Passport picturrreee~ Ugly, derpy me xD

I'm just a bunch of sadness today, I can't deal with the amount of emotions which are in me again and that makes me sick. Sometimes I wish I had a normal range of emotion and not this fucked up disorder-thingy~
Tried to tell my boyfriend but he still don't understand that my emotions are..kinda heavier than those of other humans.

Who cares. Need to carry on.. and to distract myself I tried to draw again and I think it came out okay. I'm currently obsessed with the songs and lyrics from BMTH's newest album "Sempiternal" because they go so deep.

This is it. Those legs are shitty..but I couldn't to it better...

Now I'll maybe watch Cinderella or Robin Hood or another comforting Disney movie to make me feel better..a hot chocolate maybe too and sleep very soon x_X
It's just not my day. Or week..or I don't know.

Bye my lovelies ♥

True story.

If you want to survive in this world, don't wish to please everyone. You're going to break.

You can't make everything right for everyone. There are always some scumbags and shitty assholes who'll going to hate you anyways.

I just learned it this week.
If you'll meet an extraordinary egoistic person, just don't get your mouth off on them. They will screw you and break you. They will turn around everything you was saying and use it against you.
Don't even try to make it right, such persons don't listen to the things you're saying. They are always right, everyone's just hurting them. They search every mistake in other persons, but not in themselves..

This is a screwed up world we live in. The ones who are the nicest people die because of those who will rip them off. The bad people rule the world and we just need to try not to drown in it..

I hate this place so much sometimes.

Party, Party~

Long time no see, guys.

But HEY~ I'm at school for 5 weeks and there just happens NOTHING. I wake up. go to school, come home and start learning or sitting at my laptop. Mostly I'm on tumblr or I play Skyrim so..nothing much to talk about, right?!

On thursday I was in 'Les Miserable' with my bby and holy shit. I cried like a baby and those songs about the revolution gave me chills over chills and the actors and the whole story are just wonderful and exciting!! Everyone needs to watch it. Though I don't really like musicals..this one is so, so, so good!

And this week-end was A-W-E-S-O-M-E ♥
Friday I was at my boyfriend's..to play Skyrim together and such stuff.. it was nice and cuddly and wow..we're so close like we've never been before and it just feels so wonderful!
The day after he went to Leipzig to see Being As An Ocean and a few other bands and I got prepared for 'Kaputtdubben' which is a pretty cool Dubstep-Party in my town.

Before it started, I was at a birthdayparty with my cousin and it was much fun, because we never went somewhere together before. Here's a picture of us with cool, cool sunglasses:

Well, after that we got there and OH MY GOD what a night! I couldn't stop dancing for almost 3 hours. The beat and the bass got into my body and I just needed to move. I love those feelings, when music catches you like this and makes you forget everything! How about you? Do you like Dubstep?

This is what I wore that day. My beloved Litas again ♥♥

Got home at 4am and I nearly fell asleep on the floor. And now I'm sitting here and waiting for my boyfriend to write me when he's in Stuttgart again so I can visit him.

Bye bye ♥